Please help!!?

wow I'm sorry but u need to seek professional help!!! someone will help u in Canada and/or a friend or someone close will help you...if not then u need to dump that weird guy and try to think about and your child instead of a career..u don't wanna abort this child so it feels like u did when u were a child..u have so many problems that some People on here wont help u with...u need to speak to a professional!